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| I first went to Jordan, but in Jordan we cannot all work. |
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| So my husband Mohammed decided to come to Germany to work. |
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| After 14 months, I traveled to Germany to follow my husband. |
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| That was eight weeks ago. |
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| I came here very comfortably on a plane, but only because my husband had taken the difficult route. |
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| He escaped to Turkey and from there to Greece, from Greece to France, from France to Germany. |
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| This is a very complicated way, but if I want to summarize this trip, I will say: Its over, its now our ex-life. |
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| I went to Germany because we have a very bad government in Syria. |
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| They kill every person who works against them. |
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| This was the reason to leave my country. |
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| In Syria I left everything to go to Jordan and start from zero. |
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| There I got a new job, worked at a TV channel as reporter and presenter, but my husband could not work there and had no passport. |
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| When I decided to follow him to Germany I also left my life behind in Jordan: my work, university, home, good job, and my car. |
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| I left everything in Jordan. |
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| When I came to Germany, it was not easy to start from zero again. |
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| Everything here is good, but when you had to leave your old life in your home country, it is hard. |
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| This country is doing good things for us Syrian people and we in return must be a good people also. |
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| We have to do a lot of good things in Germany and for Germany. |
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| Im here as a cook, as I had a cooking-show in Jordan. |
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| Now Im thinking to start a catering company and to teach German people how to cook Syrian food. |
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| I want to share our food and our culture with the people. |
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| The question about what I miss the most touched me inside. |
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| I miss all the streets in Syria, I miss my home, everything! |
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| Maybe I miss the jasmine roses of Syria the most and the Barada-river in Damascus and all the shops. |
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| When I was in Jordan, everything I saw was so similar to everything in Syria. |
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| But also in Germany the old cathedrals remind me of our churches in Syria. |
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| There are no words to explain how much I miss my country. |
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| It is an emotion that cannot be explained. |
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| Malakeh and her husband are planning for a future in Germany, but they miss Syria very much. |
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| Malakehs definition of home is simply Mother!. |