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| I wanted to come here even before the war in Syria broke out. |
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| I wanted a better life, I am an economic migrant. |
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| But now I cannot go back, because I would have to do military service for the regime. |
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| In a way I am lucky, because most of my family left Syria a long time ago. |
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| At the same time it is very hard, were spread all over the world. |
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| My parents and one brother live in Saudi Arabia, my sister is in Turkey and my other brother just moved to the United States. |
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| It is difficult for us to even be in one place – I could not obtain a visa for my sisters wedding in Turkey. |
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| Now we had planned to all move to the USA, but it seems doubtful well get visa to go there. |
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| My situation in the Emirates is really bad: The visa is tied to the job, so if I would lose my job, I would have to leave. |
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| People here take advantage of the Syrians situation. |
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| They know we need the jobs, just to survive, just to not have to go to war, so we are paid way less for more work. |
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| Here its more about your passport than about your skills. |
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| People on European passports earn two or three times as much as we do. |
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| For me its okay for now, Im single, and have only got myself to care for. |
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| But you cannot have a family here. |
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| One of my friends from Syria came here with his family. |
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| He worries about how to pay the bills, the school, everything. |
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| He is looking so old now. |
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| I feel being in the Arab world as a Syrian, I cannot trust people. |
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| I think the people here would just leave me to die. |
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| So now Im trying to find a solution, a better place to go to. |
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| We never had a bright future ahead of us in Syria. |
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| Yet, I think after the war is over many of us will return to rebuild the country with the skills that we learned abroad. |
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| What I miss most is being safe. |
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| Now I cannot be safe in Syria, but not anywhere else either. |
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| I have no safety net. |
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| The culture here is very different. |
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| In Syria, even in the big cities, people knew their neighbours, here nobody cares. |
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| I dont know how to integrate into Emirati Society, there is very few Emiratis here, and they live in a closed society. |
s-30
| We Syrians were pushed out of the place called home. |
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| But Im trying to focus on the positive aspects that the experience of migrating had on my life: Being a migrant means facing challenges, being pushed, grow faster, in my comfort zone that would not have happened. |
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| Yet, I am young and well educated. |
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| To other people it can be devastating. |
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| To feel the pressure, to have your hopes, plans and your very existence destroyed. |