s-1
| I went to Ireland after visiting some old colleagues of my stepdads. |
s-2
| They were all very welcoming and invited me for the future. |
s-3
| In 1985 it happened, my English skills were so bad that I would not have passed my German A-levels. |
s-4
| So we decided that I should come here for a year, to work on my English and see some of the world – but I never returned to Germany. |
s-5
| I was very naïve upon arrival. |
s-6
| Dublin was the big city that had everything my little hometown didnt have, cool people who spoke English, a great music scene in a small circle, and everybody knew everybody. |
s-7
| There werent too many foreign Au-Pairs, therefore our group was known all over the place. |
s-8
| We all met at the English School and made friends with people we would otherwise never have met, from very different academic and social backgrounds. |
s-9
| Often those were partnerships of convenience, but over time and shared experiences they grew into friendships for life. |
s-10
| About 15 years ago, I specialised in importing Brezels and offering German-style catering. |
s-11
| Therefore Im adding German food to Irish culture. |
s-12
| I cater for some German institutions: the Goethe-Institute, the embassy, the German school, the Lutheran church – they can all offer German events with German food now. |
s-13
| It is rather rustic, but the Irish guests seem to like it. |
s-14
| Ireland is my home. |
s-15
| Ive lived here for longer than Ive ever lived in Krefeld. |
s-16
| Ive raised my child here. |
s-17
| But my roots are in Germany. |
s-18
| My parents and my brother are there, same as many friends. |
s-19
| I visit them all several times a year. |
s-20
| I only miss certain things about Germany, such as good craftspeople. |
s-21
| There, they come when they said they would, and know how to do their job right. |
s-22
| Irish people dont have the same work ethics. |
s-23
| I dont feel like a migrant at all. |
s-24
| Ive been here for more than 30 years. |
s-25
| It is my home. |
s-26
| However, unfortunately, it is easy to hear that I am a foreigner. |
s-27
| I still sound like Ive just hopped off a boat, because I cannot get rid of my accent. |
s-28
| If I want to go back? |
s-29
| Hard to tell. |
s-30
| I am 50 odd years old and sometimes worry about my pension provision. |
s-31
| When youre younger, you never think about it, but now stories about poverty among the elderly stick with me for longer and I wonder if Ill be better off in Ireland than in Germany, or vice versa. |