s-3
| not quite. |
s-4
| A voice separated, wound nearer, there was the starting up of a hiss (a hose, he thought) and he made out a word: not just as a particular combination of articulated sounds, but a meaning: |
s-5
| the compound word for this phrase, in the language that was spoken round the capital, and that he had never really known well. |
s-6
| He got up and went over to the main house for a bath. |
s-7
| The sun in the garden was burning, dazzling, seizing. |
s-8
| In the bathroom flies were buzzing themselves to death against the windowpanes. |
s-9
| Roly was a bachelor and his house was the particular mixture of tranquil luxury and unchangeable dreariness that is a condition of households where white men live indulged in the sole charge of black male servants. |
s-10
| The cistern of the lavatory drizzled into the pan constantly and couldn't be flushed properly, and the towels were stiff as a dress-shirt (Olivia had taken years to get people to learn to rinse the soap out of the washing), but an old fellow in a cook's hat put tea under the trees for him and carried off his crumpled suit to be pressed without being asked. |
s-11
| A youth was cutting the tough grass with a length of iron bent at the end. |
s-12
| Coarse and florid shrubs, hibiscus with its big flowers sluttish with pollen and ants and poinsettia oozing milky secretion, bloomed giving a show of fecundity to the red, poor soil running baked bald under the grass, beaten slimy by the rains under the trees, and friable only where ants had digested it and made little crusty tunnels. |
s-13
| A rich stink of dead animal rose self-dispersed, like a gas, every now and then as he drank his tea, and he got up and looked around, as he had done so many times before, and with as little success, to see if a rat or mole were rotting somewhere. |
s-14
| Whatever it was could never be found; it was the smell of growth, they had long ago decided, at Gala, the process of decay and regeneration so accelerated, brought so close together that it produced the reek of death-and-life, all at once. |
s-15
| He strolled to the limits of the garden and climbed through the barbed-wire fence, but the grasses and thornbush on the other side (Dando's place was eight miles out of town) were too entangled for walking where there was no path. |
s-16
| He listened to the bush and had the old feeling, in the bush, of being listened for. |
s-17
| There were – or used to be – leopards on the outskirts of the town; Dando had once had his dog taken. |
s-18
| He walked a hundred yards or so up the road, and, meeting a man on a bicycle, greeted him in the language that had come back to him as he lay in the room. |
s-19
| At six Roland Dando came home. |
s-20
| He gazed anxiously from the car as if, despite the telephone call, he were not sure if Bray had been safely received, but once he set eyes on him behaved as if they had seen each other a week ago. |
s-21
| He was indiscreet, like many people who live alone, and brought back with him from the town – a child bulging with favours from a party – all the anecdotes and gossip of the Independence celebrations, producing, in a clinging fluff of supposition and rumour, bits and pieces of real information and opinion about Mweta's position and the sort of team he had gathered around him. |
s-22
| Another tray came out under the trees, this time with whisky and gin. |
s-23
| An old black Labrador with corns on his elbows stood slowly swinging his tail before Dando as he talked. |
s-24
| Jason wouldn't bring home any golden fleece, believe you me (Jason Malenga was the new Minister of Finance); no, it wasn't a bad thing that the British Chief of Police wasn't being kept on, people always judged by the Congo, the idiots, but the African deputy, Aaron Onabu, was perfectly capable of taking over from that dodderer anyway; Talisman Gwenzi was first class, and a real Mweta man, David Sambata was an unknown quantity for Agriculture |
s-25
| Dando pulled ticks off the dog's neck and burst them under his shoe while he drank and dealt out judgements. |
s-26
| Out of a kind of jealousy of the new young men from Britain and America who were so careful to show their lack of colour-feeling by avoiding tainted words and addressing people by polite forms, he ecklessly used the old settler vocabulary that reflected an attitude he had had no part of, ever. |
s-27
| Roly Dando could say what he liked: |
s-28
| Roly Dando hadn't discovered the blacks as his fellows only yesterday. |
s-29
| Of course, Mweta has to hand out a job to everybody. |
s-30
| Every pompous jackass from the bush who filled his pipe with tobacco bought with dues from the local party branch. |
s-31
| They're all heroes, you know, heroes of the struggle. |
s-32
| Struggle my arse. |
s-33
| Edward Shinza's one of the few who did his stretch and got his head split open that time by Her Majesty's brave boys, and where's he... back in the Bashi Flats among his old wives, for all I know, no one even mentions his name. |
s-34
| But Shinza's here for the Independence ceremony? |
s-35
| Roly glared. |
s-36
| Nobody gives a damn where he is. |
s-37
| But he is in town, now? |
s-38
| I don't know where the hell he may be. |
s-39
| You mean Edward's not going to take part in the celebrations? |
s-40
| That's not possible. |
s-41
| He's not come up to town? |
s-42
| You can see he hasn't been given a cabinet post. |
s-43
| I don't suppose he's going to turn up for the honour of standing in the crowd and waving a flag, eh? |
s-44
| But that's ridiculous, Roly. |
s-45
| You know Shinza. |
s-46
| He knows what he wants. |
s-47
| I had the impression he'll be ambassador to U.N. |
s-48
| Give time for Mweta to shine on his own for a bit, and any tension between them to die down. |
s-49
| Of course he should have got Foreign Affairs. |
s-50
| But that's between the two of them. |
s-51
| You might ask Mweta, if you get a chance to talk to him, ask him if he isn't going to find a piddling little job somewhere, something with a decent label to it, for poor old Shinza, he was banging on the Colonial Secretary's door with a panga while Mweta was a snotty picannin singing hymns up at the mission school. |
s-52
| Dando glowered pettishly over his third or fourth gin and ginger beer. |
s-53
| He was given to putting himself on strange mixtures. |
s-54
| He would drink one for several months and then switch, for similar good reasons (it was more digestible, it was less likely to produce an after-thirst) to another. |
s-55
| Oh Mweta's not like that. |
s-56
| You know Mweta. |
s-57
| I know Mweta. |
s-58
| But there's the President, now. |
s-59
| If there's a father of the state, it's got to be him or no one. |
s-60
| I certainly had the impression whatever tension there was had eased up, last time I saw Mweta in London. |
s-61
| Yes, poor old Shinza, that's what everyone says. |
s-62
| Poor old Dando. |
s-63
| Dando did not explain the shift of reference. |
s-64
| Perhaps he simply remarked upon his own getting older; |
s-65
| undoubtedly he looked older. |
s-66
| His small nose showed unexpectedly beaky now that the skin had sunk on either side. |
s-67
| Bray had a lot of questions, not all of them kind, to ask about other people. |
s-68
| Some of the answers were extraordinary; |
s-69
| the two men quickened to the exchange of astonishment, ironic amusement, and (on Dando's part) scornful indignation with which he told and Bray learned of the swift about-face by which some white people turned a smile on the new regime, while others had already packed up and left the country. |
s-70
| Sir Reginald himself will present Mweta with a buta-wood lectern and silver inkstand, it's down for Tuesday afternoon. |
s-71
| Dando was gleeful. |
s-72
| Sir Reginald Harvey was president of the consortium of the three mining concessionaire companies, and it was common knowledge that, as a personal friend of Redvers Ledley, the most unpopular governor the territory had ever had, he had influenced the governor to outlaw the miners' union at a time when Mweta and Shinza were using it to promote the independence movement. |
s-73
| There was a famous newspaper interview where he had called Mweta that golliwog from Gala, raising its unruly and misguided head in the nursery of industrial relations in this young country. |
s-74
| It's enough to make your hair stand on end, said Dando; and enjoyed the effect. |
s-75
| The People's Independence Party, at the time, had taken Harvey's remark as an insulting reference to Mweta's hair; he still had it all, and it certainly would be in evidence on Tuesday. |
s-76
| Bray repeated what had been said to him at the airport that morning – that some of the white people still living in the capital would be more at home down South, in Rhodesia or South Africa. |
s-77
| Ras Asahe meant the whites – |
s-78
| all know that after the end of the year they'll be on contract, and that means they'll be replaced in three years. |
s-79
| not that they ever made an effort. |
s-80
| Sheltered employment all these years, what d' you expect? |
s-81
| You don't need ideas, you don't need to move out of your chair, you simply go on producing a noise out of the magic box to keep the natives quiet – and now, boom, it's all gone, including the only incentive they ever had, their pension. |
s-82
| They're pathetic, man; |
s-83
| certainly they haven't much to offer when they look for jobs with the BBC. |
s-84
| They're just not going to find any. |
s-85
| They want to go, they're longing to, you can see they can't stand the sight of your face when you're working together... which makes things very pleasant, you can imagine... |
s-86
| A slim little white girl slipped between them and took up Ras Asahe's hand with the gold-metal watch-bracelet as if it were some possession she had put down... |
s-87
| Save me from Daddy Dando. |
s-88
| I could give you a dozen examples of the sort of thing that happens – the ceremony this afternoon: like a horse-race, man – the arrangements were exactly what they used to use for the charity Christmas Handicap, what else do they know? |
s-89
| Suggest what you like, they just talk it away into the cigarette smoke, nobody even listens. |
s-90
| The girl was there in their conversation like a photograph come upon lying between the pages of a book; Bray was not sure whether she was child or woman: thin collar-bones, a long neck with a face hardly wider, pale and sallow, a big, thin, unpainted mouth, black hair and glittering, sorrowful black eyes. |
s-91
| She wore a dress made of Congo cloth. |
s-92
| Suppose at the end of the year they were not put on contract? |
s-93
| What about the golden handshake – wouldn't it be cheaper, in the end? |
s-94
| not if there's no preparation of replacements being done in the meantime. |
s-95
| I tried two years ago to initiate a pilot scheme to send local people away for training in broadcasting techniques – |
s-96
| If I had to take over the English-language services tomorrow, you know what I'd have to do it with a bunch of Lambala and speakers from the vernacular sections and some refugee school-teachers from South Africa. |
s-97
| The girl sat and saw nothing, like an animal out of breath, holed up against danger. |
s-98
| Bray had to rise to be introduced to a big woman marking time on the edge of the dancers with the American, Curtis Pettigrew: she was a West African whom Timothy Odara had married since Bray saw him last.. |
s-99
| She spoke with an American intonation, too, and in her flamboyant national dress, dragged round her as if snatched straight from the brilliant bolt on a shop counter, she seemed in every way twice the size of the local African women, who were usually kept at home, and showed it. |
s-100
| Pettigrew was hailed by someone, and Bray and the woman were left facing each other like the dancers; |
s-101
| she put her hand on his arm. |
s-102
| While they moved off, she said, Guess what my name is? |