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| My parents came from Morocco in December 1980. |
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| My father, after spending years working hard in France, decided to return to Morocco fifteen years ago. |
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| As for me, I was born and grew up in Lyon. |
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| I arrived two years ago in Paris, for work. |
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| Back then, my father was seen as a respectable man, as a diligent worker. |
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| He never felt any racism here. |
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| But nowadays everything has changed. |
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| Even though we have a job and a comfortable situation, people still look at us in a different way. |
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| Because we look less French than others. |
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| I think that both media and politicians contributed to this change of behavior towards migrants and migrants children. |
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| And we have very few means to defend ourselves against these discourses. |
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| There is no one to make our voice heard; I mean us, the so-called second generation. |
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| We can only change things at the political level. |
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| Of course, at my level I try to change our image, I also try to help those arriving in France. |
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| I volunteer in a local association where I participate to night-time rounds every Friday to identify and assist the most vulnerable people living in the street. |
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| But without the support of politicians, these efforts sometimes seem vain. |
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| I often return to Morocco, to Casablanca. |
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| And it just reminds me Paris, it is a big city as well! |
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| Things are not that different there, except that there is the sea and the beach! |
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| In Paris I like the two co-existing worlds: Paris by day and Paris by night, that convey different energies. |
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| I always feel that my soul is somehow split, between Lyon where I was born and Paris where I live, between Morocco which is my country of origin and France which is my country of birth, where I grew up, where I feel home. |
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| Actually, I am three-half, half-Lyonnais, half-Parisian, and half-Moroccan! |
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| It is all a matter of finding a proper balance. |
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| When I go to Casablanca, I am also being called the immigrant. |
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| It is a bit frustrating; it can even be hurtful… Because my identity is also questioned here in France. |
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| But now I try to simply ignore this kind of comments. |
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| I do not want to force anyone to accept me; we just have to live together, should it be in Paris or in Casablanca! |